Distant Howls

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

They all giggle at the same time "we don't hate you we just envy you"

[..shuichi..]

Yuri was surprised. "Envy me? Why?"

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

the all giggle again Diva got up "why because, you have the perfect male to be ur partner...his strong....his not afraid to cry or show his emotion....we all love him but, we respect the relationship between you guys."

[..shuichi..]

Yuri smiled bitterly. "What relationship? You call this a relationship? I don't think so..."

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Diva look at him "why do you say that?"

[..shuichi..]

Yuri laughed bitterly. "we're always fighting, it seems I can nothing right. I don't anything about him. And then you guys came and he quickly forget about me..." He looked at Diva. "If you want him, he's yours. He was never mine to begin with, and I believe he will never be..." a lonely tear fell down his face.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

aki walk in and heard everything that Yuri said his heart stop, his eyes widen, everything in his brain stop he step back and hit the door wall...he fell down and was in shock and he was badly hurt he had not strength to get up

[..shuichi..]

Yuri heard the noise and looked, to see Aki on the ground."Aki!" He ran to him and hold him gently. "Are you okay? What happened?"

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Aki snapped at him "why the hell did you say that i loved you yea we are in fight but, i know one thing i loved you...but," he start to cry really loudly and off

no of the girls move and let Yuri do his thing

[..shuichi..]

Yuri went after him. he grabbed him and hold him tightly. "I love you... I love you Aki... more than you'll ever now... And I want to be with you, forever. But please, let me in. Let me know you. Trust me..." Tears were falling down his face.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Aki wiggle and bit him on the nose and keep running off "love me why did he say...If you want him, he's yours. He was never mine to begin with, and I believe he will never be...why did he say that to those girls" he stop about a mile away he feel down and start to cry out loud

[..shuichi..]

"I don't know! I don't know why I said that! All I know is that I feel lost. I don't know what to do! You keep running from me, even when we are okay! You don't seem to trust me! And I believe you'll never do...! And you say you love me, but I'm not enough, am I? You still needed those girls! And you'll always need them! I know! I'll be always second to you!" He fell on his knees, crying. He could barely stand the pain.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Aki look at him and lower his ears and got up and walk pass him and ran back again he lay next to Diva did nothing to her or even give her a look just lay next to her...Aki was so confused and hurt right now he does know what to say or even do he never felt like this for anyone so of course it was hard to show him his true love...but, he was right he did never said anything about who is

[..shuichi..]

Yuri saw him go into the house but didn't follow. He got up and went to the river. He sat there, still crying. 'Maybe I should leave... I do him no good... I'll just keep hurting him more... Or maybe I just should end this pathetic life of mine, once and for all...'

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Diva look at him sadly she got up and walk to Yuri "don't ever think of doing that if you do that Aki will kill himself too i know that...people animals show their feelings a lot differently people show their feeling different....talk to him serious get to know what u want to know from him don't kiss of get all lovey dove just seat down next to him somewhere quiet and talking him"

[..shuichi..]

Yuri looked at her. "What do you know? You know nothing!"