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Depressio/Drug Abuse/Abuse

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I am making this sticky to get the message out. If you have a drinking problem or Drug problem it is fixable. Hiding this can be crucial to oyu or someone elses health. Please, take he time to read the second post. If you have any questions or concerns Just PM me or post in here.

Thank you

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Our Generation

One day to come
One mor elife left without fun
Hanging out with your friends
Wondering what message this generation sends
Sipping oyur beer

Slurring your vioce
Puching eachother without any fear
This was all made by choice

Potheads are the majority
Parents dont stop it
Now a days they have no authority
If they try, their kids put up a fit

You reach for car keys
Rev the engine
Hoping everyone sees
Our integrity will eventually give in

You all drive to the party
Only a bit drunk
There's no way now to feel saftey.


Inhaling my sanity


Inhaling clouds exhaling my life as I knew it.
The shock and terror of it made me think I was awake.
Not seeing but want what was unsafe.
My sanity has expired
The second could of dust
Made me feel like doing drugs was a must
Expressions of a new weapon
This drug was leaving me the wrong impression
Overrated as it may seem
But doing drugs was the new me
This wasn’t happening again
Hopefully it was my last time
My brain is too fried to even rhyme.
Not knowing what comes next.
Snorting again would just be so fun
Like driving a car I had just won
As warped as it may seem.
I finally saw my life in a clear image
So I grabbed another bowl, picked up that blunt and gave a bong a new home
Of all the people, why did it have to me?
Pocketing some vike
Grabbing a valium or two
Happiness was what I needed
As it meant nothing to you
I willfully drank another beer
Felt as though I was playing your part of the show
I began to feel my greatest need
A pull or drag of some of that weed
I was trying to get you off my mind
But having you call me jealously, hearing a guy or a few
Made me realize how much I don’t need you
I’m only human, and I f***ed up a few too many times
Sadly my worst was ever being with you
A simple breath, a new slate for a new day
Made me part my old ways
Down the drain went my beer
In the fire went my one desire
Without alcohol, drugs and you
I’m left alone to my notebook
Unleashing my passion of high school
Wanting one last puff but now I don’t want to be like you.
A down right f***ing fool
Last edited by Mai on May 21, 2005 3:28pm, edited 2 times in total.
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If you guys have anytthing concerning Drug abuse and or Alcoholism, please post them here.

[EDITORS' NOTE: If you or a friend have a problem with drugs or alcohol it is crucial to call someone. In these past poems i surveyed students and wrote the poems as if i were in their shoes. In reality, the only way we can fully understand something is by trying to think of our selves in that situation]

Here are some Contacts:

Alcoholics Anonymous: http://www.alcoholics-anonymou.org

Narcotics Anonymous: http://www.na.org

Al-Anon:800-344-2666
For friends and family of people with drinking problems

Canter For Substance Abuse Treatment: 800-662-HELP

Although this is For Drug and Alcohol abuse i would also like to notify these following contacts:

Suicide

800-SUICIDE: 800-784-2433

Yellow Ribon Project: 303-429-3530,3531,3532


http://www.yellowribon.org
Helps prevent teen suicide

Youth Crisis Line: 800-843-5200
Twenty-four hours a day
Can refer you to a crisis hotline in your area


Abuse:

If you or someone you know is being or has been in the past molested, abused there are some contacts listed below.

Child Help USA: 800-422-2253
All day Child Hot line

Covenant House Nineline:800-999-9999
Crisis line for childeren and adults.

National Child Abuse Hotline: 800-565-HOPE

RAINN(Rape,Abuse & Incest National Network)
http://www.rainn.org

Youth Crisis Hotline: 800-448-4663

Depression

Thisng may seem hard right now, and you must be petrified but if you try your hardest you can speak and be heard. Here are some hotlines for those in need.

National Mental Health Association Help Line: 800-96906642

United Way Crisis Help Line: 800-233-4357




Please, If you have any qustions or problems feel free to PM me or any other willing person.

>Mai<
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re: Depressio/Drug Abuse/Abuse

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Thank you sooooooooooo much!
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your welcome Inuyasha-Samma, im just glad i could help. I hope everything goes okay (about what we talked aobut in the PM)
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Post by Yami Haga-Ryuzaki »

Good work Mai, I'll think about it
(I relate to some of those problems, but I'm not on Drugs)
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...I don't take drugs, but I can relate to them strongly. My best friend has become suicidal because of them...
I need to watch things die, from a distance.
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies.
You all need it too, don't lie.
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You guys can PM me if you want to talk. Or you can talk about it amungst yourselves on here.
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re: Depressio/Drug Abuse/Abuse

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With that First.


With that first pull
From this weed
It could make your senses dull
Making you think it’s everything you need

With that first snort
Of this cocaine
It could make your eyesight short
Making you go insane

With that first sip
Of this alcohol
It could make your voice slip
Making you loose control

With that first swallow
Of this ecstasy
It could make you feel hollow
Making you envision things, only you can see

With your last grasping breath
Don’t apologize to me
It was your fault you did crystal meth
Making you less than what you could be.
I felt like a race horse in a world without racetracks or a champion college footballer suddenly confronted by Wall Street and a business suit, his days of glory shrunk to a little gold cup on his mantel with a date engraved on it like a tombstone.
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what about us english types who can we call
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Im looking up more about hotlines for people in europe and other countries.
I felt like a race horse in a world without racetracks or a champion college footballer suddenly confronted by Wall Street and a business suit, his days of glory shrunk to a little gold cup on his mantel with a date engraved on it like a tombstone.
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thank god drinking is against my religion and illegal in kuwait ...even though some idiots just love bending the rules -_- i've seen people get drunk though when i lived in england..oh boy where they scary.
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I'm am offended by this entire thread! I am a habitable drug/alcohol user and I get by just fine. It's common for non drug users/non-alcoholics to look down on us. Shame on you. I'm still a person. How dare all of you judge me. I'm a respectable member of society. I help people by peeing in public, spitting on children and dancing nude in the rain. I'm an American, and damn proud of it!
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Fender Head wrote:I'm am offended by this entire thread! I am a habitable drug/alcohol user and I get by just fine. It's common for non drug users/non-alcoholics to look down on us. Shame on you. I'm still a person. How dare all of you judge me. I'm a respectable member of society. I help people by peeing in public, spitting on children and dancing nude in the rain. I'm an American, and damn proud of it!

Hmm explains your behavior... you should go away and do drugs some where else instead of causing trouble here on AA.
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sparkles wrote:what about us english types who can we call
i can help there.

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Some dumbass wrote:Hmm explains your behavior... you should go away and do drugs some where else instead of causing trouble here on AA.
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Go away dont bother us again, You realy are a Fender head.
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