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I don't particularly care for living anymore.

Posted: Jan 18, 2006 9:49am
by Fall Out Girl
Sigh...even though all the "bad" things in my life have gone away...my "brother" who was stealing from us moved out...my mom hasn't really yelled at me in a long time...I haven't cut my wrists since August 30th...all the suicidal thoughts and feelings are coming back.

So yes, I don't particularly care to live anymore. I've been thinking about it more and more, and I'm probably going to end up cutting again soon...so...

-Indy

re: I don't particularly care for living anymore.

Posted: Jan 18, 2006 9:59am
by Spetsnaz
What? That's nonsense. never say you gave up on living. There's gotta be some good toughts isnide you

re: I don't particularly care for living anymore.

Posted: Jan 18, 2006 10:04am
by Fall Out Girl
I almost tried last night, but my sister talked to me until 11, and then I was really tired, without the energy to do anything to myself.

-Indy

re: I don't particularly care for living anymore.

Posted: Jan 18, 2006 10:10am
by Spetsnaz
I know how you feel so take my advice. Don't think about cutting your wrists, listen to music. It'll make you feel better and it will help to wash away thsoe bad thoughts

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Posted: Jan 18, 2006 10:22am
by NIK
Twilight demon wrote:Don't think about cutting your wrists, listen to music. It'll make you feel better and it will help to wash away thsoe bad thoughts
If not, think of your friends.
Once, I lost a friend this way. Even though I knew he was on the edge, I didn´t do anything back then, and it has haunted me.
Do NOT think these horrible thoughts.
Nothing good comes out from suicide. Nothing.

re: I don't particularly care for living anymore.

Posted: Jan 18, 2006 10:26am
by Spetsnaz
Enigma's right

re: I don't particularly care for living anymore.

Posted: Jan 18, 2006 10:28am
by ♥DIVA♥
so why kill yourself?
look iv been through alout in my life and have never once contemplated suicide. i get realy mad when people talk about how they are going to kill themselves because i have had 2 closest friends do it and you know what? it dosnt just end there life... it ends the people that care for you too. even if you think they dont care they do and its absurd to think they dont.

re: I don't particularly care for living anymore.

Posted: Jan 18, 2006 10:34am
by Cold Revolver
I have made my point clear on this subject several time's have I not? I said if your going to go ahead and kill your self dont bring others down with you, its a bad influence especialy when your so young. Why share this with everyone else that Enjoy's and apreciates life?


Its pointless and thoughtless, I have LOCKED soo many of these threads only because AA is not a place to share such thoughts but a counselor is, talk to someone about it but dont bring this nonesence apon others.


Fall Out Girl, Your a cool person just dont give in to that way of life, its not saying much to the one's who brought you into this world. Find something you enjoy and pursue that instead of making your self bleed............