Just me ranting.
Posted: Feb 02, 2009 7:43pm
right now im just super pissed. the whole thing is about my girlfriend, who is amazing and beautiful and i wouldn't trade her for anything. any way, for a while she kept thinking/saying she was fat. which she isnt. she is 5'5"-5'7" and she weighs 128 lbs. which is awesome for her height and body frame. well, after me telling her she wasnt fat for a while, and her buying some new clothes, she finally started thinking she wasnt. that made me happy.
But now her stupid ass mother is telling her that she is overweight, and now she wants to "diet" aka, not eat. It pisses me off soo much that some one could tell their kid something stupid like that. its not like she isnt overweight herself. she isnt humongous, but she isnt exactly miss march either. this is just the cherry on top. her mother has called her a whore, [censored], worthless, and much more. Her dad isnt much better either. I admit they arent bad parents, and they do have a lot of stress, but i honestly dont think they think about what they are saying to their children.
Her older brother, my best friend, has a lot of depression. He also sometimes hears voices and sees things. he sometimes cuts because of that, or for no reason at all. he's already getting help for that. then my girlfriend is there thinking she is fat, worthless, a whore, and all these other things but she isnt. hell she is still a damn virgin for crying out loud. they spoil the youngest one so much. and what ever he says is automatically true, getting the older two in trouble all the time.
And if there is any family problems its automatically her fault. never any one elses. that would be ridiculous. i cant wait till she turns 18, then she can move out of that [censored] hole, weather it is with me or not, and finally, hopefully, start seeing herself for the beautiful woman she really is. I just love her so damn much and i hate the fact she doesnt see/agree with why say i love her.
And what does her mom consider to be a healthy weight? one of those damned twigs that walk around? thats so un-attractive its not funny. i mean the really skinny women with no meant. not talking bout the ones where you can see their ribs. those women need help, or need to die. but the skinny women who look like the only do the bare minimum to survive. vegetarians excluded since vegies tend not to make you a fatty.
Im not expecting any replies or anything. i just needed to let it all out. but if you do have something constructive to say, the by all means. well thats it. ill check this some time in the future.
But now her stupid ass mother is telling her that she is overweight, and now she wants to "diet" aka, not eat. It pisses me off soo much that some one could tell their kid something stupid like that. its not like she isnt overweight herself. she isnt humongous, but she isnt exactly miss march either. this is just the cherry on top. her mother has called her a whore, [censored], worthless, and much more. Her dad isnt much better either. I admit they arent bad parents, and they do have a lot of stress, but i honestly dont think they think about what they are saying to their children.
Her older brother, my best friend, has a lot of depression. He also sometimes hears voices and sees things. he sometimes cuts because of that, or for no reason at all. he's already getting help for that. then my girlfriend is there thinking she is fat, worthless, a whore, and all these other things but she isnt. hell she is still a damn virgin for crying out loud. they spoil the youngest one so much. and what ever he says is automatically true, getting the older two in trouble all the time.
And if there is any family problems its automatically her fault. never any one elses. that would be ridiculous. i cant wait till she turns 18, then she can move out of that [censored] hole, weather it is with me or not, and finally, hopefully, start seeing herself for the beautiful woman she really is. I just love her so damn much and i hate the fact she doesnt see/agree with why say i love her.
And what does her mom consider to be a healthy weight? one of those damned twigs that walk around? thats so un-attractive its not funny. i mean the really skinny women with no meant. not talking bout the ones where you can see their ribs. those women need help, or need to die. but the skinny women who look like the only do the bare minimum to survive. vegetarians excluded since vegies tend not to make you a fatty.
Im not expecting any replies or anything. i just needed to let it all out. but if you do have something constructive to say, the by all means. well thats it. ill check this some time in the future.
God, now I can't eat for a week. Thanks alot, man. 
