So
Posted: Jul 22, 2009 6:47pm
Earlier I was smoking a cigarette, thinking about absolute anime, then i picked up my bass, thought about it some more. So Im sitting here smoking a cigarette and thinking about all of you guys, people i have met, and yea. And really I decided i cant formulate any real concise thought about this whole thing, lol. Isnt it crazy that all of us have dedicated years to this site, the members, the conversation, yada yada yada.
And really it makes me smile.
..
Hold on, let me take out the recycling.
Ok. So youre thinking i should just say what it is i want to say, right? Am i right? Is that what youre thinking?
lol
anyways
I keep writing this paragraph over and over, and there is absolutely no right way to do it. I just had the longest five months of my days and among the many things that I learned, there is no positive uplifting message about life. And I already knew that, but everything that has been happening has solidified that for me. So maybe that's why i have kind of neglected coming here.
And today it hit me! Why have i become so out of touch with people i have spent nearly five years talking to! That's a damn long time to talk to people you havent met, and most likely will never meet. You know? I am so upset with people i know around me, yet here all of you are, a lot of good freaking people that i have almost... Forgotten about! How cruel of me!
We should do something special.
Ya know?
Because in October it will have been five long years that i have been here (along with many other users!) and i feel we should celebrate. It's the 'big 5' for AA, if you think about it! Lets schedule a day to come online or something... Or have something special happen? Idk.
Maybe it'll bring us all back together. Because face it, its gotten slow here and thats just unlucky!
We need to liven the place up!
..Or something.
See yea. Told you i couldnt really formulate a concise thought. I tried though. Lol... Did anyone understand any of that?
And really it makes me smile.
..
Hold on, let me take out the recycling.
Ok. So youre thinking i should just say what it is i want to say, right? Am i right? Is that what youre thinking?
lol
anyways
I keep writing this paragraph over and over, and there is absolutely no right way to do it. I just had the longest five months of my days and among the many things that I learned, there is no positive uplifting message about life. And I already knew that, but everything that has been happening has solidified that for me. So maybe that's why i have kind of neglected coming here.
And today it hit me! Why have i become so out of touch with people i have spent nearly five years talking to! That's a damn long time to talk to people you havent met, and most likely will never meet. You know? I am so upset with people i know around me, yet here all of you are, a lot of good freaking people that i have almost... Forgotten about! How cruel of me!
We should do something special.
Ya know?
Because in October it will have been five long years that i have been here (along with many other users!) and i feel we should celebrate. It's the 'big 5' for AA, if you think about it! Lets schedule a day to come online or something... Or have something special happen? Idk.
Maybe it'll bring us all back together. Because face it, its gotten slow here and thats just unlucky!
We need to liven the place up!
..Or something.
See yea. Told you i couldnt really formulate a concise thought. I tried though. Lol... Did anyone understand any of that?
(FAIL)