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Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 27, 2010 10:47pm
by Mai
And..

Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 27, 2010 10:53pm
by Mai
do you ever think at some point its time to grow up? That friendships are meant to once be, then to let go? I have contemplated deleting my account and just kind of leaving, moving on, and starting life with a new laugh track. So to speak. seems like life is in need of actually-for once-starting a fresh.
the more I linger here, the more i wallow in sad memories of what once was and will never truly be.
Man, too many years spent on AA.

Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 28, 2010 1:33am
by Pyro Psycho
Yes, I've contemplated the same thing ... but I don't want to lose the people I've met here. They're all so wonderful and I know I'll miss each one of them. You're one of my best friends here Mai

Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 28, 2010 12:23pm
by Hardcore
This better be a late April Fools joke. :/
edit: Didn't want to get sappy on AA. But yeah whatever.
I'd seriously be heartbroken if you left
I've known you two years, (not long compared to most of your friendships) and I know how we feel about eachother, so I'm sure the 5-year ones are that tenfold... sooooo
I've had that feeling once or twice, but eh, theres a select few of you I really have grown to admire, and losing contact would be a reallllly bad thing
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 28, 2010 12:46pm
by Mai
But is moving on form the past such a bad thing? I still have a cellphone, correspondence and a slew of means to be gotten a hold of.
I kind of feel like letting go is almost an extremely healthy thing.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 28, 2010 12:49pm
by Hardcore
nosaj thing wrote:But is moving on form the past such a bad thing? I still have a cellphone, correspondence and a slew of means to be gotten a hold of.
I kind of feel like letting go is almost an extremely healthy thing.
I have no comment except.. what triggered this?
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 28, 2010 1:04pm
by Mai
Cookie wrote:nosaj thing wrote:But is moving on form the past such a bad thing? I still have a cellphone, correspondence and a slew of means to be gotten a hold of.
I kind of feel like letting go is almost an extremely healthy thing.
I have no comment except.. what triggered this?
Reclusive tendencies? :/
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 28, 2010 1:10pm
by Hardcore
Respond to my PM please? :/
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 28, 2010 2:08pm
by Biki
I thought about deleting my account on quite a few sites. But, I'd miss many old AAers. Technically, I already miss them because even people that haven't actually deleted their accounts don't come on anymore. And people that are still here that I used to be close to I'm not close to anymore. Like you, Mai. We used to be close. =[ You, me, and Christie. And when's the last time I've seen hide or hair of her on here? Yeah.
Sooo, yeah. But do I think deleting this account would make me feel refreshed? Not really. >.> I don't frequent here enough anymore to call myself attached. So deleting, not deleting...wouldn't make much difference. Most people who I found it imperative to have kept in contact with have my various email addresses.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 28, 2010 2:21pm
by Dretlin
nosaj thing wrote:do you ever think at some point its time to grow up? That friendships are meant to once be, then to let go? I have contemplated deleting my account and just kind of leaving, moving on, and starting life with a new laugh track. So to speak. seems like life is in need of actually-for once-starting a fresh.
the more I linger here, the more i wallow in sad memories of what once was and will never truly be.
Man, too many years spent on AA.

It would be selfish, of anyone, to ask you to hold onto something that was a burden to you.
If a fresh start is what you desire, will improve your life and give comfort - I could give you nothing less, than my unreserved support.
I will not kid myself or anyone with the naive notion I understand your feelings towards AA (or past it), I have my own experience and understanding, which could possibly relate, but never in full.
It's just AA, I sometimes lit it slip my mind that its the people behind this medium that I enjoy the company of, the platform for it seems irrelevant.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 30, 2010 1:04am
by Ace
Whatever makes you happy I suppose. Tho for some reason I can't ever myself ever letting go of this place in some way or another.... The memories will hurt too much to let go. I met alot of good people in this place, in actuallity some of my best years were during this places' earlier years.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 30, 2010 9:22am
by SASSZAIN
+:D.Ř.Ę.Ŧ.Ļ.Ĭ .N:+ wrote:nosaj thing wrote:do you ever think at some point its time to grow up? That friendships are meant to once be, then to let go? I have contemplated deleting my account and just kind of leaving, moving on, and starting life with a new laugh track. So to speak. seems like life is in need of actually-for once-starting a fresh.
the more I linger here, the more i wallow in sad memories of what once was and will never truly be.
Man, too many years spent on AA.

It would be selfish, of anyone, to ask you to hold onto something that was a burden to you.
If a fresh start is what you desire, will improve your life and give comfort - I could give you nothing less, than my unreserved support.
I will not kid myself or anyone with the naive notion I understand your feelings towards AA (or past it), I have my own experience and understanding, which could possibly relate, but never in full.
It's just AA, I sometimes lit it slip my mind that its the people behind this medium that I enjoy the company of, the platform for it seems irrelevant.
^ this

if you do leave, i want your email
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: Apr 30, 2010 9:49pm
by Pyro Psycho
I sent you my number, yo :B
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: May 01, 2010 9:12am
by Gaming Goddess
This ship has long sunk. Yet here we still are.
Figure it's possible to ever really leave?
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: May 01, 2010 12:33pm
by Mai
Gaming Goddess wrote:This ship has long sunk. Yet here we still are.
Figure it's possible to ever really leave?
My feelings exactly.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Posted: May 07, 2010 11:36pm
by SASSZAIN
we're ghosts on the titanic