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~Freewrite~

I sit outside again in my backyard as I read a book, tho not just any book. A book intitled "Elbon ya mallo" meaning "Young Suisides" a book of all the suicides that teens like myslef and some of my friend's have comited (Like us, meaning around our age). here's one of them: A young teenage boy has commited suicide september 12th 1998 in a subway station by throwing himself in front of the sub way. a witness from the subway said there was a note tapped on one of the hall pillers. the note read "To my family and my so called 'freinds' I threw myself in front of the subway beacuse I am so tierd of living in this world. one thing I can't stand is all the war's and drugs. why can't people just by normal safe and get along? I mean, did god really create us just to kill eachother? I don't think so. let this be a reminder that people don't live to kill, we live to 'live'

~Justen"

This book has many meracios suicides like those, this book is what keeps me sane, strange but true. I read this book and know there is hope.. that there 'is' a reason to live. you just have to serch for you're meaning in life, but trust me and this book, you're reason is out there waiting to be found, you just have to work for it.

(BTW, I made up ALL of that, the book, the books title, the story. all of it. I'm not sure why i thought of that...but I did. O_o LOL)

everyone does things when they dont know why they did it...

yes, i do- thank you. i like having friends who understand what i write about. It's hard to find poeple who look beyond the words into the feeling and emotion behind the lines written.

Locke wrote:Wow! Thats a really powerful way of conveying how you feel!
Im going to try it later on
Thanx for sharing this with us, and opening up a new door for me

what happened to the old locke?!?!?!?!