necROMANCEry (the Dying Romance Collection, Part 1)

[ChaosFlame]

[back in your arms]

I don't know how long i can go
i don't know if i'll make it, love
but i am trying the best i can
come on just hold my hand

the farther i run from you
the further i'll go just to come back
the more pain i'll endure
just to be back in your arms

I love you babe
i love your ways
we were so perfect
where did gravity give way?

im trying so hard
to pick up the pieces
the more i fight the pain
the more the pain increases

babe, where did it all go wrong?
what did i do, what did i do wrong
you were the basis of all my songs
for so very very long
and now i love you so much more
even though you're gone
what can i do, love.
what do i say
to come back home.
to be back in your arms
to take away the pain
and fight the tears
to make my life worth
living all these years

and i know you dont need my comfort
but i want yours so bad
i have your name cut in my heart
and every time i breath without
it makes me so sad

you are the fire in my heart
the blade that tears me apart
i guess its going back to the start
every second with you was the best part

oh if only you knew
so baby what do i do?
what do i say
to take this pain away
how do i go back home
to get back in your arms
to be back in your arms
i just want to be...
back in your arms

[end]


[another day]

i open my eyes
and stare at the ceiling
its just another day
with out you
another moment i decay
i feel like i cant breath
what do i say?
wondering every second
why you couldn't stay
so now here i lay
as i waste away

just another sun rise
without you it means nothing
unlike the moments with you
that were all truly something

another meal, without it's taste
another moment, i turn to waste
and just another second
i cannot take
i feel like im falling apart
i feel like im about to break

all these questions in my head
none of them make sense
all the pain held in my heart
it simply never relents

just another day
its just another day
just another day
just another day
without you

another moment i cannot take
another second i still break
every minute im still awake
is so much more than i can take


i look back (look back)
on the times (on the times)
that we shared (we shared)
and i try to smile
as tears run down my face
i still remember everything about you
i still cherish your taste
but every day without you
is just another day... i cannot take
(every second is so unfair...
every moment... i cannot bear)

[end]

[we are broken]

we cannot speak anymore
we have lost our minds
we now lay bleeding, on the floor
we should have seen the signs

we are now broken
our wounds wide open
there's no use in hoping
let in the darkness envoloping

before everything turns black
we are all alone
I just want her back
we have no home

i wanted you to know
you meant everything
i just wanted to show
i would do anything

please baby
come back home
you're the best happiness
i've ever known

[end]

[eating me away]

my princess
i once loved you
and still do
but now the same tragedy
has happened again
so yet another era of pain
is about to begin

dont ask where i've gone
i've long gone away
to the dead meadows
where there is only decay

and here i'll wait for you
until maybe love will shine true
but until that day, i wait for you
oh where i am, if only you knew

baby im trying to live my life
im putting up a fight day by day
but without you, my love
this is eating me away

im sorry darling
but im not so strong
and if you thought i was
you thought wrong

im trying to keep going
the best that i can
but im trapped alone
far away in this land

the whispers of your voice
are driving me insane
i wouldn't leave if i had the choice
now im so consumed by pain

im sorry you have to hear
the i've long gone away
to a land ov tragedy
loneliness and decay
and here i will remain
until the fateful day
when you return
from being so far away

[End]

[sadness burning]

there is nothing to know
there is no learning
nothing to stop the pain
the sadness is burning

let me live again my love
please come home
let me smile again my darling.
let this curse be undone

i feel so aweful without you
I traded in my heart
all i ask is that you knew
when it all falls back apart

so alone here i am
standing here
trying to find myself
all without my mental health

what we had was a glorious thing
now writen in my blood
a story to make angels sing
the story of our love
[end]

[Death wish]

my love for you is a death wish
cause every moment without you
i wish that i could die
and every Moment without you
feels so much like suicide
But I still love you babe
you're my favorite brand of cyanide
but now that i am without you
i have no where left to hide
that day i lost you
was the day i died
AND FELL TO MY KNEES
FOR HOURS I CRIED!

cause babe u know
you're kisses are like magick
i've chased love my whole life
and only with you i had it

can't you see
you were the glue
that held together the pieces
and without you nothing is left
but the hope for my final releases

can't you see
you were the wings
that let me soar up into the sky
that let me walk through the rain
and keep my weary head up high

emptniess never filled so much
well now i guess this is the end
im not alive like i used to be
but for you love, i can pretend

[end]

[Still Right Here]

you hurt so much inside
that much is plain to see
do you hate yourself
for losing that part of me?

you think you lost me
but im still right here
everything i loved you with
still exists
the part you fell in love you
the person you once kissed

he still hurts so much
he still wants your love
he still listens to all our old songs
as he is slowly undone

every part of me that loved you
still exists
every bit of wonder in you
still persists

maybe you can't see him
maybe he's gone to your eyes
but maybe someday you'll realize
I'm still right here
where i've been all along
waitting till one day
to return back to where i belong

[End]



I wish i could see a way out
i wish i could end this misery
i wish i could have back what i always wanted
i wish i could see you back with me

i wish i could show you
how beautiful you really are
i wish i could show whats left of me
i wish it was more than just scars

i wish i could show you
more of myself than just sorrow
I wish i could tell you
i had much hope for "tommorrow"

i wish i never lost you
i wish i didn't see everything turn black
and i wish more than anything
i could just have you back

I wish i could stop listening to these songs
i wish i could stop asking how it all went wrong
i wish without you i could say i was strong
and i wish i could have you back
without needing to wait so long

i wish i could say "i love you" every day
for the rest of your life
and i wish things didn't go completely wrong
and they could still be right

have i lost my mind?
how have i fallen so far
have i finally died?
how can something so sweet
hit me so hard?

i wish i never lost you
i wish i didn't see everything turn black
and i wish more than anything
i could just have you back

[End]

[Falling away]

i woke up on the floor
where i always rest
to tired and lonesome
to get up and dressed
how do i live life at its worst
with memories of me at my best
regardless of it all
what once was beautiful
remains only a mess
I must confess
this is one hell ov a test
far harder than the one with tess
but if i fail this biggest test
i may have no choice
but to lay myself to rest

laying on the floor
i stare at the ceiling
wanting only you back
and to end this horrible feeling

i walk down the road
my eyes on the ground
ignoring the stares
coming from all around

i am falling away
every second that goes by
i am hearing your name
and alittle more i die

i tried to smile
but only tears came out
this is not much of a life
as long as its a life without

i sit down on the curb
i pull out a cigarette to smoke
with only the hope
to get you back or choke

i close my eyes
to see it all go away
then i realize
all i see is your face

i wonder constantly
as seconds go by
what made this happen
it had to end this way? why?
and i here the music in my head
playing the saddest song
so i can never cease to cry
i thought i was alive
so am i better off dead?
what was the reason
who is this voice in my head
theres no hope for my anymore
now that whats said is said
and that whats done is done
please just hand me my gun
i'm falling away, this is no longer fun

[end]