based n the rp started in chat

[silvernekokitsune]

Sara would have been blushing, if she could, when he said love. "Uhm...Why were you..changed?" she asked politely. "Don't you ever get lonely though?" she wondered, one of her hands reaching out to brush against the tree trunk.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Ryin stop and look up in the sky, "i was a very sick little boy and my master visit me really late a nite..when i was about to die he ask me if i want to become something and explain the good and bad things about it. I agree to the transformation. As me being lone...since i been protecting the cullen's i been alone all the time even when i was a human."

[silvernekokitsune]

Sara frowned. "You never found...a..mate?" she choked out the last word and looked away, not sure how she could explain how she felt.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Ryin look at Sara with more loving look for a reason, "NO i haven't i haven't been searching for a mate at all!"

[silvernekokitsune]

"Why?" she asked and walked forward a little, confusion on her face. "Don't you want a mate?" she asked quietly.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Ryin was getting confused on where this question was coming from, "NO not really i don't care on having a mate...cuz, then i just can't have one...my work of business are very dangerous and i don't know when a vampire can be stronger than me and i could be killed one day"

[silvernekokitsune]

Sara frowned, hurt rippling through her and she looked to the house. "Oh." Was all she said and then looked at him, trying to keep the hurt off of her face when it seemed to swallow her whole. "I...I have to go." 'before I have a breakdown.' she thought the last part before she took off, faster than she had ever gone and was in her room before she could actually enjy running. She sat on the bed, panting, even though she didn't need too. She choked a sob that rose in her throat. She was glad she couldn't cry anymore, otherwise she would be a blubbering mess. Why was she reacting this way? She didn't know but couldn't help the sobs.

Carsille could hear her downstairs and knew everyone else could too. "Jasper, could you see what's wrong please?" He asked politly, not wanting to go and end up upsetting her more.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Jasper nod. slowly went up to Sara room and knock at her door, "Sara is everything ok sweetie?'

Ryin could actually hear Sara and realize what the qeustion where for. He frowned and whisper, "im sorry but, its for the best."

Aki smile but, frowned, she thought to herself "i warn her"

[silvernekokitsune]

"Y...Yeah..I'm fine.." She whispered brokenly, but couldn't stop herself from going and huggling Jasper, he was her big brother and she needed some comfort. "How would you feel if Alice had said she didn't want a mate and you knew...she would be your only one?" she asked quietly against his chest.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Jasper thought of question and lower his head sadly, " i would be destroyed inside and out without her." Jasper looks at Sara, "why do you ask?"

[silvernekokitsune]

Sara frowned and nodded. "I..I think.."she shook her head and looked up at him, a small frown on her face. "What would happen if I left?" she mused, looking up at her brother. "Would you guys miss me?" Sara asked and pressed herself closer.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Jasper look at Sara abit confused, "of course i would me, alice, and edward would be really sad that u left." Kiss her nose, "But, if it is something you have to do i will understand...may i ask with all this question?"

[silvernekokitsune]

"I...I think that Ryin would have been my mate.." She confessed and looked down at her hands. "I don't think I can stay here when I know he doesn't want me as a mate.." She whispered the last words brokenly.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Jasper look at Sara, "don't forget how his master trained him. He might not have been tought to love or care for anyone in his life. YOu should try and get to know his past and see and learn more about him"

[silvernekokitsune]

"But..he said he doesn't want a mate..that wouldn't change it would it?" she asked and looked out her window at where he was standing, in the same place as earlier.

[.:Aki-Kun:.]

Jasper look down and look at Ryin, "i agree his amazing and very unique vampire...i have to say...and he has a lot of respect for our family...i would say he might warm up to you...as he might have never felt love before."