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Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
And.. 
I felt like a race horse in a world without racetracks or a champion college footballer suddenly confronted by Wall Street and a business suit, his days of glory shrunk to a little gold cup on his mantel with a date engraved on it like a tombstone.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
do you ever think at some point its time to grow up? That friendships are meant to once be, then to let go? I have contemplated deleting my account and just kind of leaving, moving on, and starting life with a new laugh track. So to speak. seems like life is in need of actually-for once-starting a fresh.
the more I linger here, the more i wallow in sad memories of what once was and will never truly be.
Man, too many years spent on AA.

the more I linger here, the more i wallow in sad memories of what once was and will never truly be.
Man, too many years spent on AA.
I felt like a race horse in a world without racetracks or a champion college footballer suddenly confronted by Wall Street and a business suit, his days of glory shrunk to a little gold cup on his mantel with a date engraved on it like a tombstone.
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Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Yes, I've contemplated the same thing ... but I don't want to lose the people I've met here. They're all so wonderful and I know I'll miss each one of them. You're one of my best friends here Mai 
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Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
This better be a late April Fools joke. :/
edit: Didn't want to get sappy on AA. But yeah whatever.
I'd seriously be heartbroken if you left
I've known you two years, (not long compared to most of your friendships) and I know how we feel about eachother, so I'm sure the 5-year ones are that tenfold... sooooo
I've had that feeling once or twice, but eh, theres a select few of you I really have grown to admire, and losing contact would be a reallllly bad thing
edit: Didn't want to get sappy on AA. But yeah whatever.
I'd seriously be heartbroken if you left
I've had that feeling once or twice, but eh, theres a select few of you I really have grown to admire, and losing contact would be a reallllly bad thing
Decisions to decisions are made and not bought, but I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot. I guess not.
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But is moving on form the past such a bad thing? I still have a cellphone, correspondence and a slew of means to be gotten a hold of.
I kind of feel like letting go is almost an extremely healthy thing.
I kind of feel like letting go is almost an extremely healthy thing.
I felt like a race horse in a world without racetracks or a champion college footballer suddenly confronted by Wall Street and a business suit, his days of glory shrunk to a little gold cup on his mantel with a date engraved on it like a tombstone.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
I have no comment except.. what triggered this?nosaj thing wrote:But is moving on form the past such a bad thing? I still have a cellphone, correspondence and a slew of means to be gotten a hold of.
I kind of feel like letting go is almost an extremely healthy thing.
Decisions to decisions are made and not bought, but I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot. I guess not.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Reclusive tendencies? :/Cookie wrote:I have no comment except.. what triggered this?nosaj thing wrote:But is moving on form the past such a bad thing? I still have a cellphone, correspondence and a slew of means to be gotten a hold of.
I kind of feel like letting go is almost an extremely healthy thing.
I felt like a race horse in a world without racetracks or a champion college footballer suddenly confronted by Wall Street and a business suit, his days of glory shrunk to a little gold cup on his mantel with a date engraved on it like a tombstone.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Respond to my PM please? :/
Decisions to decisions are made and not bought, but I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot. I guess not.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
I thought about deleting my account on quite a few sites. But, I'd miss many old AAers. Technically, I already miss them because even people that haven't actually deleted their accounts don't come on anymore. And people that are still here that I used to be close to I'm not close to anymore. Like you, Mai. We used to be close. =[ You, me, and Christie. And when's the last time I've seen hide or hair of her on here? Yeah.
Sooo, yeah. But do I think deleting this account would make me feel refreshed? Not really. >.> I don't frequent here enough anymore to call myself attached. So deleting, not deleting...wouldn't make much difference. Most people who I found it imperative to have kept in contact with have my various email addresses.
Sooo, yeah. But do I think deleting this account would make me feel refreshed? Not really. >.> I don't frequent here enough anymore to call myself attached. So deleting, not deleting...wouldn't make much difference. Most people who I found it imperative to have kept in contact with have my various email addresses.
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Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
It would be selfish, of anyone, to ask you to hold onto something that was a burden to you.nosaj thing wrote:do you ever think at some point its time to grow up? That friendships are meant to once be, then to let go? I have contemplated deleting my account and just kind of leaving, moving on, and starting life with a new laugh track. So to speak. seems like life is in need of actually-for once-starting a fresh.
the more I linger here, the more i wallow in sad memories of what once was and will never truly be.
Man, too many years spent on AA.
If a fresh start is what you desire, will improve your life and give comfort - I could give you nothing less, than my unreserved support.
I will not kid myself or anyone with the naive notion I understand your feelings towards AA (or past it), I have my own experience and understanding, which could possibly relate, but never in full.
It's just AA, I sometimes lit it slip my mind that its the people behind this medium that I enjoy the company of, the platform for it seems irrelevant.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
Whatever makes you happy I suppose. Tho for some reason I can't ever myself ever letting go of this place in some way or another.... The memories will hurt too much to let go. I met alot of good people in this place, in actuallity some of my best years were during this places' earlier years.
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^ this+:D.Ř.Ę.Ŧ.Ļ.Ĭ .N:+ wrote:It would be selfish, of anyone, to ask you to hold onto something that was a burden to you.nosaj thing wrote:do you ever think at some point its time to grow up? That friendships are meant to once be, then to let go? I have contemplated deleting my account and just kind of leaving, moving on, and starting life with a new laugh track. So to speak. seems like life is in need of actually-for once-starting a fresh.
the more I linger here, the more i wallow in sad memories of what once was and will never truly be.
Man, too many years spent on AA.
If a fresh start is what you desire, will improve your life and give comfort - I could give you nothing less, than my unreserved support.
I will not kid myself or anyone with the naive notion I understand your feelings towards AA (or past it), I have my own experience and understanding, which could possibly relate, but never in full.
It's just AA, I sometimes lit it slip my mind that its the people behind this medium that I enjoy the company of, the platform for it seems irrelevant.
"You dont have to be alive to make yourself relevant.And you dont have to be a good person to be a hero.You just have to know who you are and stay true to that.So Im going to keep fighting for people the only way I ever knew how"-Vriska Serket
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Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
I sent you my number, yo :B
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Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
This ship has long sunk. Yet here we still are.
Figure it's possible to ever really leave?
Figure it's possible to ever really leave?
An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist; but ordinary's just not good enough today.
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Half of the Dream Team. Sup Mike?
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Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
My feelings exactly.Gaming Goddess wrote:This ship has long sunk. Yet here we still are.
Figure it's possible to ever really leave?
I felt like a race horse in a world without racetracks or a champion college footballer suddenly confronted by Wall Street and a business suit, his days of glory shrunk to a little gold cup on his mantel with a date engraved on it like a tombstone.
Re: Hey everyone, so I have been thinking a lot
we're ghosts on the titanic
"You dont have to be alive to make yourself relevant.And you dont have to be a good person to be a hero.You just have to know who you are and stay true to that.So Im going to keep fighting for people the only way I ever knew how"-Vriska Serket
